Saturday, October 20, 2012
Getting off the Rollercoaster Ride
I finally decided to try and take a few steps to get off of this thing, so I sat down and typed out the hardest letter for me to type.
It was something I know I had been putting off hoping that the ride would smooth out, but just when I thought things were leveling out, I would crash again.
All I can say is I hope I did the right thing in the right way. I'll admit its hard to think straight when your in so much pain, but I don't want any others to suffer at all. I guess I'm one of those guys that would rather take the whole burden.
I had decided to step back into the background and fade back. I've tried seeing other people but there is just nothing there, so I'm done in that respect.
I guess I need to order my 'crazy cat guy' kit as it seems that's the direction I'm destined to head.